Dwarfed by the moment

 This entry was posted on Wednesday, June 13th, 2018 at 8:00 pm


Have you ever felt like nothing is changing, that you are not getting any better and you why you can’t make anything work! What do you do that challenges you, digs deeply into your ego, forces you into a level of humility? Having a real level of humility is one of the most difficult things to develop because it means facing your authentic fears, your true insecurities, and not turning around or making excuses. Everything in you fights against it due to years of pride that have been built upon a weak foundation that might have led you to a false sense of personal ability. Most of us start the effort towards change within adulthood, after we have succumbed to bad habits and tough life lessons from our past. We can reinvent, or we can continue to be dwarfed by the moment.

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